A note written waiting for a train that, by now, will have already left. 

No need to worry, love,

That world has already ended 

And this is the future perfect we dreamed came after,

Not utopia 

But grammar and punctuation:

Commas, colons,

And connecting an ellipsis…

It pauses (the universe, that is) as if

Expecting

A full stop,

A border that, anyway, merely marks the limit 

Beyond which something else exists. 

Meanwhile, above the tracks, in the sun

A grey pigeon flutter stutters, flap stop hop and flaps again, 

Alighting once only on live electric wires,

Straight lines and right angles,

Recklessly perfect in its precision,

Violent beauty of particularity,

Et cetera,

The list goes on and on…

Standing on platform number one,

Early morning rubbish bins

Contain sad, empty plastic bags;

The day will fill them and overspill them,

Littering benches with frustrated human growth, 

Stunted by shiny mobiles phones – 

A scene from Huxley’s ‘Brave New World’,

Soma happy-clappy Coke ad faces,

On holiday from another holocaust happening before their eyes

And then, when the train arrives,

Electricity arcs, makes sounds like a repeated whiplash,  

And, it seems to me, everyone who gets onboard is laughing, like it’s some shared joke, or a favourite song.

As if Auschwitz were the land of their dreams, 

The place they were trying to get to all along.